Friday, October 27, 2006

- oOo Bengong oOo -

Pernah ga si ngerasa bocen?? Man...somehow saat ini gi ngerasa bocen gitu....stuck here...gini gini terus....oh God...my life should move on ASAP....ga tahan neh....*menyerah*

Tadi ditelpon Brightpoint ttg Marketing Internship...kerjaannya si ga terlalu menarik buat aku. Minggu depan bakal ada phone interview ama GE Supply. Duh beneran de...ga ngerti...bakal ada apa didepan sana....

Belajar GMAT is currently in progress....terus menyemangati diri sendiri...biar terus berjuang. Pengennya pindah daerah Seattle/Portland. Cuman buat MBA Marketing, Portland mesti di cross from my list...sad...sad...sad....abis program Marketingnya ga gitu bagus...susah ga si...berharap buat Seattle....DePaul di Chicago program Marketingnya bagus, tapi ga pengen hidup di Chicago. Pittsburgh??? hmmm...ga terlalu ada hati disana....

Susah....sedih....somehow ngerasa dah perlu hengkang dan meletakkan kaki ditempat laen *bingung* Help me Lord! Udah ampir burn out disini......gitu gitu aja...ga ada yang excited...jadi pengen pulang Indo.....pengen nangis....tiap hari ketemu orang, ditanya gimana kerjaan? rencananya gimana? duh....mesti harus bertahan.....mesti tetep punya iman....Open up the way Lord....it is enough....my life should go on....

1 Comments:

Blogger dung2x said...

Heuheuhe... jangan panik mei... be patient and persevere yah :)
God's help is rarely early, but never too late. Sometimes memang ngga dikasih jawaban instant ama Tuhan, supaya you can exercise your faith dan learn to make good choices in your life :)

Kebetulan kemaren sermon di gereja ttg how to make choices. As you grow more in your Christian life, more freedom of choices will be given to you. Tp jangan takut membuat keputusan yg salah! Remember Heb 13:5, God will never leave you nor forsake you. Even if you make mistake in your choice, in Rom 8:28, everything works for the good of those who love Him :)

Keep strong and persevere Mei!! ^^
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God -Phil 4:6

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