When God teaches me to believe...

Today is the second day of school. Fuih...yesterday was a hard time with confusion and uncertainty. Basically, I have to choose between taking Psy B370 for my management major this semester or over the second summer. The schedule for Summer II has been out in the office of registration website, but I need to check again with the department.

I called the department Monday morning, the guy said the schedule is not out until April or May. What??? That means I may not be able to drop the class. Then I decide to come to the class I have registered for. I asked the professor and she said she didn't think the class is being offered on the Summer. I finally decided to go to the department and asked again. A lady in the admission office checked the course for me and said that it will be offered in the second Summer.

Can I just believe that?? Talked to some other bros and sis....... still confuse.....

In this case, I found myself hard to just rely on the schedule because it can affect my graduation schedule >.<>

Then at night, my buddy, Hery wanted to help me by calling the department to verify and he did. I got Hery's msg this afternoon saying that the lady said it will be offered.

SO HOW??? ..... *think....think....and think* so hard to decide..... but I really want to move this class to the Summer session together with J401. I know it may be hard also for having both in the Summer, but I think that would be better than have 18 credit hours this semester. Some of my major classes are hard and need lots of work.

Finally..........I learned how to trust and surrender everything to God. I dropped the class this evening and by faith, I know the class will be offered the second Summer 2006. Well, Have no choice.....it was awfull to keep thinking.....made me stress huhauhauha......I wish I can have my parents, bros, babe n bunda all here.....

As far as the information that I know, I will be able to take the class on the second Summer. But, what will happen next, I choose to give it to God. If something different happens, then I'll find my way with God and of course, my Kelley advisor.......

Duh Be........susah amit deh ya.......tapi mau PERCAYA dan BERSERAH....bahwa MASA DEPANKU AMAN DITANGAN TUHAN YANG PENUH KUASA....

I can only see as far as what I can think of.......but I know You see the MASTER PLAN OF MY LIFE.
Learn not to worry.....kesusahan hari ini cukup buat hari ini......

Now, I just want to give my best for classes I'm taking this semester. They are lots of harder than what I took last semester, but in God, I will be able to strive for excellency. Again and again, I do my part and let God do the rest. Give me the strength and the wisdom, the ability to manage my time properly and of couse the JOY of the LORD to enjoy MY LAST REGULAR SEMESTER......

*** Reaching the fullness of life in 2006 with my dear God ***