Must be stronger each day...

Dear diary,

Gara-gara kelas yang aku pilih masih on waitlist, hari ini jadi ada tiga kelas. Tadi barusan udah kelas psychology, serem deh, abis banyak kerjaan gitu.....dunno....somehow my heart feels blue now, a lil' sad. Lord, help me to believe 100 percent that You are taking control of my school life. Sometimes I think, kalo ambil jurusan cuman satu, kayaknya ga seberat ini. Well, there is a cost to be paid for something good you want to get for your future. Dear Father, help me....to be grateful....to move on...run with You.

Niatnya mau lunch sama anak2, eh vonny ada kelas jam 1, si Livita ga diangkat telponnya. Mau ke rumah Shinta, mayan jauh jalannya n aku bakal ada kelas at 2:30 di gedung yang bagus tapi pojokan, IT. Terus ada chinese class nanti jam 4-5:15pm. Still thinking....kelas chinese mau di pass fail ga yya???? Tuhan, bantuin donk kelas sociologynya biar ama gurunya dikasih masuk. Please give me the strength, joy and wisdom. I hope the sociology class would be interesting.

Cerita ttg kelas malem kemaren, puji Tuhan ketemu ama americans yang sebelonnya jadi classmatesku di HR class, sama senengnya aku ma dia. Jadi dah ada group buat project. Gurunya seru n fun, thanks dear Lord, You heard my prayer. So, I guess wednesday nite class would be alright with God's help. So far kelas" business kemaren sih mayan okay.....with God's grace. Cuman electives ini pada bikin aku worry, mau psychology ato sociology ya??? Ciwan blg mending sociology....oh God...help me to decide....I'll see how my sociology class going... I've tried to meet the professor, but he was not in his office, jadi skrg masih ngantung....bisa ga dia kasih permission, since aku ga pernah ambil intro to sociology.....Lord, You hold my hands, and I surrender this to You.

Sekarang laper ni......nah ini yang bikin ngiri ama cerita hunny yang tiap makan siang ada temennya.....hun, cini donk....temenin aku lunch juga, plizzz.....bole ga??

Ya udah deh, sekian dulu ngeblog hari ini. Eniwei, tiap aku rada susah hati, I always remember this song:

Kaulah Tuhan yang berjanji
Tak sekalipun Kau ingkari
KesetiaanMu sungguh terbukti
Di sepanjang hidupku

Tuk s'lamanya ku 'kan setia
Melayani...MengasihiMu
Tiada Tuhan yang s'pertiMu
Kau Allahku yang setia....

Amen....Yes Lord, I know you will always be faithful to me. Thanks for having a dear Father like you. Oh iya tadi pagi mama sms........seneng deh....hueheuhuehue....thanks for someone who always sends me a sms everyday! Sorry for being unable to reply your sms everytime.

Eittttttt ada yang ketinggalan:
Huepi Buigday buat my beloved bunda, Jenny. Udah aku sms sich....Pray that you will have a wonderful new year as you walk faithfully with God. I'm proud to see how you are growing in God day. Pray that whatever plans God has created in your life will be fulfilled. Love you, bunda! Take a good care and keep in touch....miss you much here ^.^