Monday, October 10, 2005

My stressful weekend...

I think my body and my brain both need a break. Last week and this week, I had many exams, assignments, and team meetings. I felt so tired and exhausted. Dealing with M407 class for the homework had made my brain so stress....Kadang susah banget ni buat bersyukur...sampai kemarenpun masih ga yakin kalo actually I'm taking the right class...

Duh kenapa lagi ya....down lagi nih....balik jadi anak Tuhan yang takut tantangan....tapi aku percaya aku ga pernah melangkah sendiri. Thanks to Hery, Visal, Juju, Elmo, and Edhi for their help with my homework. Thanks to Diani and Vonny for their companion. Ga tau jadi apa kalo aku bener-bener harus ngerjain pr itu sendirian >.<

Tadi dah exam....tadi pagi bangun jam 6:30, ngantuk banget. Exam mayan susah, but I have done my best....waduh tapi benernya ada salah juga...belajar yang textbook kurang banyak. Yang lecture dah paham, tapi terms di textbook susah banget. I know I have made some mistakes on the exam, eniwei I'll give it to the hand of the mighty God.

Bentar lagi mau ke writing center....badan kerasa lemes n capek banget....masih ada satu kelas lagi nanti sore. Besok ada team project data yang mesti disubmit, chinese test kudu memorize characters, radicals.....Tuhan, mampukah diriku???? harus!! "Walk in faith sampai ujung" kata hun-hun....

Benernya Tuhan mau apa ya....kadang hidup ini berat banget. Dealing with double majors, sibuk n mayan susah.....endurance and preserverance. For anything great, there is a cost must be paid. Ada harga yang harus kita bayar saat ini buat masa depan......

I'll put my trust on God. Altought sometimes things seem so heavy and difficult, I will force my heart to be grateful and believe that God is in control and I will never walk alone.

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