Hold me and walk beside me, Father...

Dear diary,

Since the school starts, I often feel afraid and worried about the school stuffs. About my classes that seem to have much reading from some books that I’m afraid I could not understand fully, about books that I have ordered since August 19 or last week, but I still have to wait for those until now.

Lord, I know I’m not supposed to be afraid or worry. This is my weakness, most of every new semester; I always see my school as a dark sky…though God always proves His faithfulness, sometimes the side of my human just fails to believe 100% on Him. Lord, I always say that semester may change, but Jesus will stay the same. He has been faithful to me before, and I know He will always be…. Lord, I can only do my best in this semester. Six classes: five of them are my major classes and one of them is an elective. Heavy duty semester….but I know I will survive when I put my school into God’s wonderful hand.

Lord, I need Your grace and strength to stand firm everyday….to walk through this semester, to keep the joy that You have put in my heart…. It isn’t easy, but I know You will guide me, Father. Don’t let me fail in trusting You, Lord! I claim that even today after… I will walk in miracles with my dear Lord in everyday life.

Gonna be diligent, discipline, and strong… what I will be facing may not be easy, but 2 Corinthians 12:9, He has said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me.

And I will say my source of strength, my source of hope in Christ alone… In You, I put my trust, Lord. Don’t let me walk alone….even for a second…Hold me and walk beside me, Father. Amen….

Now, It’s the time for me to read my textbooks…..