If I can take all new responsibilities, it's not because of me, but Him

Hello my dear diary, back again at Indianapolis. Thank you, Lord for such an awesome weekend. Special thanks to Ce Beth for the sharing, it refreshed and burned me with God's fire again. Lord, I thank for your guidance, strength, annointing to take be WL last Saturday. It was done great because of You. I can do all things through God who strengthen me. (Phillipians 4:13, "I can do everything through him who gives me strength") You're so faithful. Bros and Sis, walk with God seriously, He will grant the success. It is God who at the first that put the calling and talents on me, I don't want to steal your glory, Lord....even a bit...I don't want. I want to keep my heart pure and humble in front of you and others. Let you be glorified through my life. I want people to see you in my life. Just now, my sister taught me how to keep a pure and humble in ministering.

• Minister with God's strength (not your strength)
• Don't look at the result (many times as human beings, we tend to see something from its result, but don't measure your ministries by result, don't try to ask people: how was that, etc --> tend to make us proud of ourselves instead of God)

Be the right person at the right place for the right calling. Lord, it's so wonderful to walk with You.

Last Friday, CaPLoG inC. family had the first gathering. It's was fun and wonderful time. We had two new friends joining us, TJ and Shinta. We also had b-day celebration for Selly, WoonKet, Steven, and Raymond. Wishing you all the best for the new year, may God guide you evenmore and bring you closer to Him. God bless you, bros and sis! I directly went to Lafayette with Ci Ulie after we're done with CG. Thanks ci Ulie for driving. Thanks God for the safety.

Saturday, January 29' 05... before 9am, I woke up in the morning, got ready for the intercessory meeting. At the meeting, I claimed Mathew 18: 20, "For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them.” I cried to God, seeking for His presence. I said to the Lord, I wanted to feel you before I minister. After the meeting, I had my quick lunch and preparation, then we went to church for music practice. We had an awesome fellowship with God and others before the practice. Thanks Lord for the comformation, for the unity, for the heart. I want to thank to all God's partner in music ministry, I'm blessed by your heart guys! Keep the heart and fire burning for God. Together we ask God for more and more might works at the service. I had a wonderful practice. Thanks for all the support, guys! Thank you, Abba for enabling me to lead. I was nervous abit before the service starts. But again, God is a wonderful God. When you obey and surender fully on Him, it's not you who do it, but it's God. It was such a great experience to be able to take the opportunity and give my best. Bros and Sis, always come to God with the right heart and attitude. Give back to him whatever things that He deserves to receive.

Saturday after service, we had a fun and wonderful dinner with Luciu at City grill buffet. Thanks Luciu, looking foward to have dinner with others too. After dinner, I had a meeting with C-git and Lyn for Valentine event. Thanks for the time, ideas, and efforts guys! really proud of you both....who want to serve for God. God values that..... Then......time to sleep...zzzz...thanks sis Linda and Lisa for the house. Feel so welcome...

Sunday morning, woke up early for Leaders' meeting. I was so sleepy, but again knowing that I do this for my Father, so I must wake up. Thanks bro Agung and Kevin for the breakfast, it tastes yummy....good breakfast. We proceed with prayer meeting. Congrats to C-git who finally had the courage to pray at PM, keep doing that! Dolly also.......be brave ya sis! God is with us....

Vonny, Ray and I had lunch at Basil Thai. Thanks Von for letting me drink my three colors puding tea, my fave! Then.....unexpectedly and unintentionally, we looked at the tire, it was flat....and Ray finally found a nail (the cause). We decided to stop by at Sagamore to change the tire with the spare and then find the place to fix that. Thanks to bro Davis, our "hilo", Sandy (supposed to be
hero, but "cadel"), william, others for being there. At the end, we stopped at Sears auto center to fix the tire. So we spent some times at mall again (since last week we went there for Selly's b-day present), and we ended up arriving at Indy almost 7pm. Thanks for driving Von.

Hm..........seems so long for this time diary, lots of things to share. Wanna say special thanks to my family back at Indo, Ce Beth, Lely, Fiona, Ci Ulie, Diani, Vonny, Selly, who else.....LCB family for all the prayers and supports. That means a lot for me....... isn't that the purpose God creating families for you and me?

Gut nite all.......hope this can be a blessing for you all, as they are all blessings for me. Every blessing You pour out, Lord....turn back to praise!